herlow people...long time no see.. oh hana..if u read this..mind telling me your new blog add? miss to read your stuff. see my eyes in this pitcha... my eyed become reddish bcoz of infection..maybe bacteria infection. okay...smtimes..am so tired n sleep with my eyeliner n mascara..n eyeshadow..hahha..not good okay people. bcoz of the red eyed..i coulnd't go to work for a week! at first, i went to this clinic nearer my house n then the chinese doctor gave me 2 days MC. but, my eyes are getting worse! then i decided to go to another clinic nearer, n this time around , this indian doctor upkan lagi my MC to 3 days. So, i have 5 days MC. n i bet u, all my students are missing me. So do my colleagues! hehe. Now, i am almost fully recovered hehe by this infection and have to settle a lot of works. Works at my college n also assignments i have to submit by next week. n when i say a lot, i really mean it! Smtimes, i just felt like life will be much more easier if i just working n not further my study, but...know what, i am reall enjoying my work plus my study. x pe la. susa2 dulu. maybe i got the rewards later rite. when ppl ask me why i'm doing my masters? well, i don't know ...i just love gaining more knowledge n think i've made the right choice by choosing Linguistics in UM. Just imagine, it takes like half an hour to go to UM from my house but i am honouredly say i love going to class n rarely miss my class. Pelik kan...dulu mase study kat uitm. Class punyerla dkt ngn umah...tapi x terkira la baper bnyk kali ponteng! i want to pass with flying colours in my masters. insyaAllah..

Oh ya..here's a story that really makes me smile. Okeh. so i am close with one guy. The guy that i've told u before. The celebrity one. So, yeah..we're getting closer day by day. And..yes. we love each other. but we never declared our relationship yet. So..last Friday's nite..he picked me up at my house with his friend a.k.a his personal assistant. And my eyes are still pain at that mo'. But, because of we miss each other so much, i've decided to meet him and accompanied him and his friend for supper. We went to William's at Kelana Jaya. Mann... the food there are so nice.That was my second time went there. So, as usual, when we were heading to the restaurant, there will group of people looking at him . Maybe his fans..i dont know...fine with me. but he never care. he always hold my hands. i plak rase x selesa. anyway...it doesnt matter. when he wanted to pay the bill and asked the tokay, william to kira...boleh tak...si william ni...looked at me. so ..i smiled la. then, he asked me , "ini artis kan?"..i was like dalam hati.. apela si william ni...bf aku kat sblh ni artis..bukannyer aku...then i realized...he doesn't recognize my bf  n thought i was the 'artis'...then him buat lawak " ha ah..artis..yg silky gurl tuh" ( ppl always said that i look alike  with that puteri sarah model silky gurl tuh ..i dont think so..) so...he's trying to tease me...pastuh william bleh cakap pe...no no..ala..yg Gol n Gincu tuh... bersunggug-sungguh muke tokay william sorang nih...pastuh my bf n his fren looked at each other's face n shouted "Fazura!"..n they started laughing n leave me at that place. Jahat! i buat muke x puas hati jer la. At the car, i gave him satu jelingan maut jer...n he just looked at me n smile. he said, joking around " hey, sape artis nih" hehe...
Erkkk....Fazura? lagila x same kot... william..william..he should watch more malay movies...

but anyhow...hehe...bleh plak sambong...except for that lady, the rest of my colleagus are superb! love them all!

i thought my job is fine. but, hey..rupanya hujan di tengah hari. previously, i dont have the so called "Head of Department". I do my work independently n i do understand this place is new, so there are lot of things to be settle done. I don't mind. i understand. but now, i just got my new 'head of department' and oh my God< i just don't like her. What does she think i am? her secretary? if she does...do pay my job. come on la...refill her marker ink? it's not my job. it's your job. am not your assistant. yes, you are my head of school. but, i'm not your PA. What the heck. No wonder so many ppl didnt like her! huh...i just dont like her...

tonite is Raja Lawak's final. Nabil....all the best!

i do not know how to describe my feeling now. i am so blessed. syukur. am going out wif smone now. but i don't know how to describe this relationship. he is someone. he is in entertainment biz. to make it short, he's a celebrity. so, when i went out wif him, for example last saturday, people those are noticing him will screaming n shouting his name. n then they took pictures with him. all the chicks will look at him and smile or whispering among themselves. but, i am so honored. among all of these ppl that adore him, he chose me to be wif him. we're holding hands when walking, crossing the street. mann...don't u feel afraid nnti saham u jatoh plak. am not sure whether he's serious or not with me. but he said he love me. ntahla.da x larat ngn sweet words frm all the guys.
to him, no matter what happen after this, i will remember this moment forever. i am one of your biggest fan.n i did not expect that we will be this far. i am so flattered when i'm with u. even though, i have to be patient waiting for your fans taking pictures with u. haha. but i do understand. because i'm your fan too. thanx for introducing me to your frens and bring me everywhere u go. u are so nice. love u.

Do u know Nabil from Raja Lawak? I love him so...much. And he loves me too..hehe. Nabil terkebil2...do your best keh malam ni. I always support u.